Thursday, May 19, 2005

Minimum Requirement.....

Its hard being nice........the guys in camp are having a riot now that I'm on a new found path to niceness....must control myself................argggh..

Have decided that this blog will be dedicated to the people around me. People are so interesting, especially those around me. Am going to try as best as possible to showcase the great people who've been in my life. Stay tuned to this blog, its going to be EXPLOSIVE !

At least I'm able to go for my driving lessons next wk cos the training dates have been changed. yay. Went so early to camp today for this extremely redundant instructor's day on safety. Any safer and we'd be just twiddling our thumbs throughout our entire army life. Needless to say, it was terribly boring.

Am thinking of whether to go for the mission trip(yay, am on the path to niceness and all things good!). Still owe God one mission trip.....must try to go for one......my resolve will not be broken. Am thinking of like being a social escort to raise money for myself for this trip........the nice kind of social escort....not the hanky panky ones....in the spirit of being nice. Worse come to worse if I can't manage to sqeeze out time for this, will just help jocelyn by giving her the proceeds from my social escort wages. Always wanted to be one.......escort scouts out there......don't wait! HIRE ME! I need the cash too.. though I dun really need it..always better to have more money then less money. =) Still remember when I was training to be a PTI, I had all these great ideas of like setting up a social escort agency......am a budding extrepreneur! Maybe this will be a start to bigger and better things.

Back to the topic finally! MiN. Requirement! I sort of eavesdropped on a friend's conversation that day and found out that I was like a min requirement for a bf for most ppl.......sounds gd at first....but now that I think of it....its bloody insulting. TMD! Am not minimum....am MAXIMUM......I think that with the paucity of quality guys around......setting me as the minimum is definitely way too high. No wonder less and less women are getting married and all....later too....perhaps after waiting so long for someone good enough....they can't find one and so they just grab like the closest and bestest one they can find.(not v gd by the way.....maybe thats y singaporeans have like one of the lowest sex rate in the world....nt to mention the low birth rates.....who wants ugly kids????) Well, I'm going to wait for the truly 'right' one, can't imagine myself being with someone just for the sake of not being left on the shelf.....yes, all you folks can laugh now, I'm a terrible romantic and all sweet inside. What's my minimum requirement? Some of you maybe lovestruck fans might ask? Actually I don't really know myself, I'll just know when it comes, that I'm sure.....its just that there hasn't been like anyone for a long long time.....maybe I just can't let go of the past. Maybe that's why my standards are like nearly impossible to meet now....protective mechanism? After all, based on my current standards....she wouldn't even make it pass the initial appraisal...I guess I think I'm like so over this, but I just can't explain like why I can't really feel for anyone anymore.....ah well, I'll find someone perfect to my standards one day and this time I'm actually going to put someone other than the Poamister as 1st place and I'm going to cherish it unlike the last time. Love is neither practical nor pragmatic nor even pretty, instead, it transcends beyond anything words can describe.

This is the Poamister, signing of! damn, always wanted to say that. =)